Living Life Without Missing

"There is no time, the ship is leaving now"

“Actually, the thing that hurts the most is not the disappointments, but the happiness that one could not experience, even though it was possible,” says Dostoyevsky in his latest book I read. Are you aware? How much time we lost expressing our longings.

However, life was like a grain of water. The one that can slip away at any moment, yet liberates a person. In the year, month and time zones lived; Emotions, broken hearts, loves that are exhausted due to postponement and indifference. One day, when people see that love and passions are captured in the wheel of time and how they are at the station of desolation, they withdraw from love and repent.

However, life is a gift offered to us. One is never late for anything. Sometimes he is mistaken and thinks he is late. As long as we breathe, it is up to us to live to the fullest. No matter how much you write, how much you talk, what does it matter if you don't live? In a life lived for others, you just miss what you will live. This missed life, which is tried to be lived from its edge, comes to an end one day. While running, there comes a day when we go to the goal quickly without stopping to look at the beauties on our way because there is no time for a purpose and when you look back, you will see it. You know what you see? Surely not what you lost! What you see is only the happiness that you could not experience when it was possible.

Like Dostoevsky's sentence: "Actually, it's not the disappointments that hurt the most. It is the happiness that one cannot live while it is possible.” Just because you're running late for something, you may feel the pain of what you couldn't live through, while you are running fast and non-stop, sometimes walking and sometimes running. Maybe what you lost. Who knows? So while there is still time, live for yourself, not for others. Don't live the way life coaches recommend, written in such books, but it would be too boring. For God's sake, is life possible to live like a recipe? Half-life is already gone, what does he say, what does he say, half-life consumed with it.

How well Turgut Uyar expressed it in the lines I shared below:

My love can change, my truth can change too

Against a sparkling wavy sea

I came to the knee-deep waters

I smile at you all with good intentions

I can't fight any of you

say what you say

I have a secret knowledge

I believe in your forethought

I believe your purple is purple

I'm totally on my own

I am according to the whole world

but what is your name

Don't disturb my balance...

Do you realize how much time we lost expressing our longings? However, life was like a grain of water. The one that can slip away at any moment, yet liberates a person. Let's think about death when it comes, if even the clouds and stars wink at you when you look at the sky, it's time to live life to the fullest. Say what? That's all from me in this diary, don't miss life, read what I wrote again and make your decision accordingly.

I say stay with respect and love...